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6 May 2007

Introspection

The sun is setting across the sea as you sit and gaze at the magnificence and beauty of the view. The wind blows across your face as you watch in silence, not mindful of the shouts of children or the blare of the music from the bar just across the beach. Suddenly, you get to thinking about your self, your passions and dreams and where all these things fit in the greater scheme of things.

Questions such as “What is your purpose?” and “What are your convictions?” fill your mind. “What are you passionate about?” and “What would you do love doing most?” are also some forms of this looking inside. These are questions that you should ask to the face you see in the mirror.

A handful of bloggers, unplanned and maybe unaware, have posted entries along similar lines, and there could be possibly be more as the number of comments to Jayvee’s blog conviction question continues to draw in more people. Sasha asks “Do you know what is in you?” right after looking for your life’s cornerstones. Just a few days before that, Gail talks about real-life passion. And there is Tina who embarked on The Great Adventure of being legally adult – asking yet content to please only her real One True Love.

I will attempt to put in my voice, as an affirmation to those who are asking.

There are three words define who I am and what I do. They answer the questions my friends have asked themselves. They conveniently encompass my whole being, in the physical, spiritual, emotional and social aspects of my person. They transcend compartmentalization of thought and ideas, converging into one focused theme.

Learn. Educate. Serve.

To learn all I can, to become a lifelong learner. I have adopted an idea from Leo Buscaglia that I should never go to bed without learning something new. A student eternal, that I am.

There are other students of life like me, searching for answers to things they do not know. I will share what I have if they’ll let me into their world. Now the student becomes a teacher.

And when we mesh the role of a student or a teacher, you come to realize that your objective is to serve. To follow, to lead. To be effective and inspiring. A life of service for others – a servant-leader.

I’ve asked all these questions to myself several years ago, on several occasions. After some iterations and looking at my prime motivation, I have answered: Learn. Educate. Serve.

Though I still ask the same question every now and then, I still get the same answer. Will it ever change? Maybe. But for now this suits me fine, I’ll let the future take care of itself and live in the moment.

I know in my heart and mind that this is what I live for.

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8 May 2007

Micky said:

About 3 years ago I dropped into a black hole – four months of absolute terror. I wanted to end my life, but somehow [Holy Spirit], I reached out to a friend who took me to hospital. I had three visits [hospital] in four months – I actually thought I was in hell. I imagine I was going through some sort of metamorphosis [mental, physical & spiritual]. I had been seeing a therapist [1994] on a regular basis, up until this point in time. I actually thought I would be locked away – but the hospital staff was very supportive [I had no control over my process]. I was released from hospital 16th September 1994, but my fear, pain & shame had only subsided a little. I remember this particular morning waking up [home] & my process would start up again [fear, pain, & shame]. No one could help me, not even my therapist [I was terrified]. I asked Jesus Christ to have mercy on me & forgive me my sins. Slowly, all my fear has dissipated & I believe Jesus delivered me from my “psychological prison.” I am a practicing Catholic & the Holy Spirit is my friend & strength; every day since then has been a joy & blessing. I deserve to go to hell for the life I have led, but Jesus through His sacrifice on the cross, delivered me from my inequities. John 3: 8, John 15: 26, are verses I can relate to, organically. He’s a real person who is with me all the time. I have so much joy & peace in my life, today, after a childhood spent in orphanages [England & Australia]. God LOVES me so much. Fear, pain, & shame, are no longer my constant companions. I just wanted to share my experience with you [Luke 8: 16 – 17].

Peace Be With You
Micky

9 May 2007

jun said:

@Micky: Thank you for sharing your experience with us. It gives me joy when we see inspiring stories like yours. I can just imagine how much you spent looking inside you - and then finding Him there all along. I’ve been in similar straits a long time ago and I still experience them every now and then (at this time, more like now, but things are looking up).

Continue to live in Him and experience the joy of God’s love.

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